I don't want to choke you both
With a cold cocktail of poisons
I don't want to irradiate it
By setting your house on fire
And recklessly believe
You will be able stay
And only it will flee
I don't want to excise it
Taking a merchant's pound
Of your precious flesh
Instead, I want us to love it
Embrace it
I want us to nurture it
I want it to feel the warmth of
my hand
Each waking morning
As I place it over your sleeping
skin
And hope its fibrous tissues
Can reach out too
And feel the reassurance of a
caring touch
I want us to feed it
Engorge it with raw, red meats
Permeate it through and through
with carcinogens
I want us to find some old red
dye #2 M&M's
And spoil it rotten
I want to sit cross-legged with it
Each night on the floor of our
quiet living room
And trade deep puffs from the
Hookah pipe
While we three sit
In companionable silence
I want us to take it out into the
blessed sun each weekend
Lather it in baby oil
And let it simmer contentedly
next to us
Like a slab of happy fatback
Floating in a heated skillet
Because maybe then
It will not just grow, and attach
But grow, attached
Maybe it will pause just long
enough
Grow sentient enough, to
reconsider
To maybe scale back its
self-defeating
Blind growth within you
And content itself with
co-existence
Develop the intelligence enough
To want what we want
Just a fair measure of days
Through which we can carefully
pick our way
To find those rarest days of all
The carefree ones
Wow. I'm speechless.
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