The blue-lit letters of Jordan Marsh
and the several hunchbacked parking lot
lights
drone on into the night like common
knowledge
as I pretend to converse
into the payphone
I'm crunched down
against November's thorough chill
reciting my new poetry
into Ma Bell's buzz
pretending each honeycomb hole in the
receiver
is a little, faithful ear
that I have to fill
with sweet, easy honey
I say things like:
his goat-gray
hair | floats in the breeze | like fastened curls of smoke
or something like that
Across the way
the wind and the bus stop
play accompaniment to my verse
issuing rudimentary whistles
like the first ever wind instrument
long since abandoned
The traffic on Route 9 seeps by
each car passes
like mobile paranoia
Then
I hear his slapping feet
dogging the pavement
like a lazy flogging
His body reminds me of an old and busted
watch
beyond repair
that still somehow maintains
stubborn, perfect time
He collapses through the parking lot
in his usual black nylon jogging suit
lined with yellow reflectors
that shine and move
like scared, wounded night
He slips inside the bus stop
sweaty and winded as only
a community college professor can be
when reduced to this
The scenario resumes:
He calls himself Will The Shake
and I am one of his
lesser know characters, Fellatio
In the silent corner, he pays me
Not as much this time
He says, Don't shoot it all in one place
If he only knew where it went
But still, I start
gently,
pyrrhic
thinking
and so, and so
On cue
he takes out a small, tortoise shell
comb
and strokes his finely trimmed, academic
beard
as if posing for a bust
He turns his head casually, side to side
I excite to
anapestic
thinking
on the way, on the way
In caesural pause
I say, I'm going to be a poet
He rocks on his heels and laughs
He says, This'll be grist for the mill
I quicken,
iambic
thinking
like this, like this
As always, to fill the silence,
his voice echoes among the empty public
stink:
'Why, as a woodcock to mine own springe,
Osric;
I am justly kill'd with mine own
treachery.'
His voice bounds and then
quivers as
I move to
spondee
thinking
footfalls, footfalls
This past Autumn he has serial killed
He's re-stabbed Polonius
again dunked Ophelia
had Gertrude swallow twice
and just now
has speared-speared Laertes
He turns away, my one and only rule
completing this, his never ending lust
I barely dare to glance this nylon fool
at his perverse and guarded figure just
before I slip back through the door
outside
I dream of sleep and dread the too long
walk
and wonder if he knows this eventide
behind the doorway so well spent and
hawked
that I've managed with guile to make
Hamlet
the darkest shade of green impotence for
a boy of lesser name and age has met
the challenges of life head on, though
poor
to get a seat (full paid by Will undone)
for INTRO. POETRY class one-oh-one.
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